25 October 2011, 2:03 pm
All right, well I'm a 17 year old girl that's graduating from highschool in June 2012, and starting off college to where I want to go (: but, I have some serious mental issues... See, where I live and came from. I never had the best life, I was always bullied, always got cought in drama. Very ignorant and arrogant and didn't know any better, but that was the past right? and people change. So, my issue is, that I'm STILL surrounded by the people that I've known ALL my life, and it's chaotic and horrible. People still treat me the same, they can't accept that I've changed and I'm totally different and a whole new person and very smart, not so sound cocky either but I really am. and I'm really tired of how people treat me so bad, my own family, cousin, just everyone here. I can't handle living here anymore. and where I live, Victorville, CA. is just filled with ignorant people everywhere, and I can't TAKE IT. It's so disgusting, I really can't wait to get out. and the thing is, since everyone here is so brutal and ignorant, I feel so insecure annd trapped and I just get out of it. They make such big deals, like it's really competitive and straight up horrible, I'm not close with anyone and not even my own mom as much. I'm just not happy here, I need serious counsling help and there's no one to help me pretty much, I do it all myself. I sometimes wish there was someone who'd understand me and know how smart I really am now, I just don't feel good /: Can someone help me out? Like, I really don't need anyone to tell me what my flaws are because everyone here always tells me I'm filled with a lot of flaws and I'm really not. You obviously don't know me. I need some serious therapy help right now, thanks ... Read More »
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